Sometimes it's too late.
Eleven months remained and I think nothing new may occur. However, I try to change my whole mindset. I wish I would have an independent house, would get super intelligent specifically in the field I've chosen to work, my son would get better and more efficient in speaking and behavior, I would have more money to handle difficult situations, I would be independent in my job.
I tried as long as my mind and power let me. No other solution and no time to make up. So the last choice is always there: getting surrender.
